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Anya stared at Willow. She watched as the girl brushed her hand against her cheek, pushing the unruly strands of hair away from her face. Anya leaned back against the couch, trying to conceal her fascination with the girl.

She had never thought her particularly attractive before. It was all Xander's fault. He had insisted on renting some porno movies the week before. They had been filled with such wonderful scenes of women together that Anya had dreamed of nothing else since then. She was honestly wondering if she was becoming a lesbian. If she was, it served Xander right. She'd told him she had no interest watching other people have sex on film.

She whimpered softly as she saw Willow bring her pen to her mouth, her small pink tongue darting out and rolling itself along the cap. She felt wetness pool between her legs. It had taken her only a day to discover that her new female inclinations always centered around Willow. She wasn't sure why. She still often thought of the leather clad vampire that she had mistakenly brought to their world. She'd never realized the tingly feelings had been attraction. Not until Xander's stupid movies.

She watched, her eyes narrow, as Spike moved beside Willow. Willow looked at him and smiled brightly. Anya didn't know she could ever be this jealous of someone. She almost hated Spike because he had Willow. She watched as he tenderly caressed Willow's cheek, allowing his hand to fall across her shoulder, his fingers grazing her cloth covered breast.

Anya closed her eyes. She imagined that it was her hand on Willow. In her daydream, Spike sat on the bed, holding Willow down as she lapped at her wetness. Spike had never entered the dream before. Anya knew that Willow would never do anything to risk her relationship with the vampire. They had only been together a little over two months, and Willow was in love, as was Spike. Anya opened her eyes, taking one last look at what she would never have.

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Spike glanced up, his blue eyes catching her longing look. He glanced at Willow then back at her before smirking. He deliberately moved his fingers over just a bit until the were covering Willow's breast. He saw Anya's eyes glaze over slightly as she moved her position on the couch.

He chuckled softly, capturing her attention. When her eyes were on his, he winked at her before leaning down to kiss Willow sweetly. So, the moron's girlfriend wanted to taste Willow. He would have to ask his lover is she were aware of that. He pulled back and smiled softly at Willow before looking back at Anya, his eyes knowing.

* * * * *

< Damn Xander and his stupid movies. Now the bleached wonder knows. Soon, the whole gang will know> Anya grumbled to herself.

* * * * *

Willow saw Anya glance away as their eyes met. She knew her face showed her puzzlement. For the last week, she had caught the girl watching her several times. She had no idea what the ex-demon was thinking. The looks weren't of hate. She had had enough of those from Cordelia to recognize one a mile away. No, there were almost looks of longing. She was being ridiculous.

She laid back against Spike, feeling his arm go around her shoulders. She still couldn't believe she was involved with Spike. That had been a surprise to several people, themselves included. Well, that wasn't true. Spike had gotten a crush on her for some odd reason soon after he had joined them. With everything that had happened with Oz, it had taken her longer to realize her true feelings about the blond vampire.

He made her happy. He made her laugh. He still was a bit violent, enjoying his fights with the demons. She was glad that he hadn't changed very much. He was more tolerable to Buffy and the others, but that was one of the few differences. Well, besides not killing humans anymore. She wouldn't even think about the sex. It would just make her aroused. She hated when he smelt her arousal. He knew just how he affected her. It wasn't fair in a way. She only knew when she felt his hardness against her. His touch alone could make her wet.

She felt his fingers brush against her breast and gulped. What the hell did he think he was doing? He was playing with her in front of everyone. She glanced around cautiously, relieved to see everyone busy with their own activivites. Everyone except Anya. She saw the look in the other's girls eyes as they followed the movement of Spike's fingers. Anya was aroused! She saw the girl shift in her seat as Spike moved his mouth down to her neck. He wasn't playing with her. He was playing with Anya. Willow made the connection and felt disbelief spread through her.

She watched Anya, amazed at the lust. She hadn't known that Anya was attracted to women. She definitely had no idea that she was one of the objects of her affection. The thought wasn't as distasteful as she would have imagined. She had never thought of another woman as being attractive. Sure, she thought Buffy was pretty. Anya was too. But, she'd never felt tingly at the thought of any of them. It had never crossed her mind. She loved Spike....loved what he did to her....loved what he made her feel. She felt his teeth graze against her flesh. The heat spread through her, making her wet. She moved back against him, wanting nothing more than to feel his hands on her.

She whimpered softly as he cupped her breast, rubbing it through the thin material of her shirt. She saw Anya's eyes widen as he continued his teasing. The thought that Anya was watching made it even more exciting. Willow suddenly had the question in her mind about what it would feel like to make love with a woman...with Anya, while Spike pleasured her. She wondered where that thought had come from. She glanced at Spike, saw the mischief and desire in his eyes. She suddenly knew it was taking all his control not to take her there on the couch.

She gave him a warning glance, jerking her head at the others. He sighed loudly, acknowledging that it wasn't the time or place for their lust to flare. She felt him move his hand. Her breasts were aching for his touch. She turned back and saw Anya watching them. The girl turned red and moved her head. Willow smiled slightly.

She stood, looking at Buffy. "If you all don't mind, we have plans. I'll call you tomorrow Buffy."

"You aren't coming back to the dorm tonight?" Buffy asked.

"She won't be leaving my bed" Spike said, moving behind Willow and winking at the redfaced slayer.

"You really need to get him neutered." Xander muttered.

He still had problems accepting Willow having a sexual relationship with the vampire. She'd become much more open to her sexually since becoming involved with the demon. He was a bad influence on Xander's old Willow.

"Why on earth would I do that?" Willow said, smirking at Xander.

She knew she was a bit more public with her displays of affection. Spike just had that affect on her. It wasn't like they had sex in front of anyone. They just weren't ashamed to discuss that part of their relationship, without the details. Buffy would die if she knew some of the things that Willow had done with Spike. Those moments were private.

"Just go. I can't stand anymore visual images." Buffy said, laughing.

"I'll keep her safe" Spike said, sincerity in his blue eyes.

"I know." Buffy said, speaking the truth.

If she had any doubts to his devotion to her friend, she'd have already staked him. Spike was good for her friend, odd as that seemed.

Willow said goodbye, noticing that Anya had remained silent during their laughing exchanges. Something was definitely up there. She'd have to talk to Spike, see what he though. She felt his hand on her back. Later....much later...

* * * * *

"Do you want me to?"

"It's your decision pet. Your body. Remember?"

"I know. I don't really know if I want to."

"Then don't."

"It's not that easy. I don't really know if I don't want to either."

"Pet... you're killing me here."

"Would you uh participate?"

"I don't want to fuck her nor do I think she wants me."

"Not her silly. Me. If you were there, it would make things easier."

"She might not want me there."

"She might not want me at all."

"She does. I can tell. Been watching her since that night. She wants you luv."

"This is just weird in some ways. She's dating my best friend. Should we tell him? What if he wants to watch? Ugh... I couldn't do that... not in front of Xander."

"I wouldn't let you. Damn Chubs can keep his hands to himself. I don't mind the chit getting it on with you. Not like she's going to get any ideas about you."

"No one could steal me away from you, Spike. I am curious though. I'm not gay."

"Don't have to be gay to enjoy a little same sex lust. Look at me. I definitely ain't no poof but I can remember fondly many a time me sire and I had our fun."

"You and Angelus? Why does that thought arouse me instead of disgust me?"

"Cause it's me luv."

"No... could be because Angelus was hot. That leather... yum. Spike! Don't do that... Ohhhh... yeesssss..."

"Cause of me right luv?"

"Yeeeessss"

"You going to proposition the demon?"

"Maybe... would you be there?"

"Anything for you luv... enough talk."

"Fuck me Spike."

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Anya sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at her lover. "That was nice."

"It wasn't my idea."

"I'm serious. It was better than I imagined."

"You think so? So, not thinking of trying anything else different any time soon?"

Anya brushed a lock of hair away and smiled, "Weeeellll....I was watching this show about leather and chains...."

A groan came from the bed, "Damn it, woman. I love you but you just may be the death of me."

Anya's eyes widened, "You love me?"

Xander sat up, looking confused, "Isn't that obvious?"

She smiled and shook her head, "Thought it was just sex."

"And who's the thousand year old demon?" he said playfully.

"Love you too" she said slowly. It was true. She was glad things turned out the way they had.

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"You think he did it?" Spike asked.

Willow nodded. "He loves her. He came to me about it all to see what I thought."

"Proud of you luv." he said, kissing her quickly.

"Why?" she asked surprised.

He shrugged, "Kind of thought you might try her out. I don't like sharing very much."

"Nah...really?" Willow said blinking at him innocently.

"Pet..." he said warning.

She laughed, "If things went as planned, Anya didn't know it wasn't me until Xander removed the blindfold. She should see that he can fulfill most of her desires. What did you and he talk about by the way?"

Spike smiled smugly, "Taught him a few tricks in pleasing the ladies...that way."

She laughed louder, "Xander took advice from you on oral sex?"

His eyes begin to shut menacingly, "You think it's funny?"

"No. Just trying to get that mental image.." Willow squealed, "Spike! What are you doing?"

He pushed her against the bed, his mouth lowering to her wet passage. He smiled, "Just trying out a few techniques...have to see what you think is so funny about them."

"Oh....don't let me stop you" Willow said smiling.

THE END