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Secrets. Surprises, & Eternal Love

How Sweet It Is


"Miss Scarlet....in the library...with the wrench."

"No. Sorry." Willow said, smiling as Angel rolled his eyes.

"I hate this game. I hate board games. Why are we playing this?"

"Because, I play your games. You owe me."

"It's because she always wins when we play Clue." Buffy said, whispering loudly.

"I do not." Willow stated.

"Pet, when have you lost?" Spike asked, his eyebrows raised.

"Umm....well, OH. I know. I lost to Jesse once back in seventh grade. I kept thinking it was Professor Plum but it turned out to be Colonel Mustard."

Buffy exchanged a look with the two vampires. "Scary thing is that she remembers that.....in detail."

The two men had to laugh.

"You guys aren't fun. I quit." Willow said, her lower lip protruding.

"Please, leave the pouting to Spike. He is the master." Angel said, laughing at Spike's reaction.

"I do not pout. I .....reflect."

Buffy snorted. "Yeah...you pout more than my little cousin and he's only four. I mean, your like: Willow didn't smile at me, let me glower. Angel won't play with me, boo hoo. Xander beat me at NFL Showdown, wa wa...."

Spike heard Willow and Angel trying not to laugh. "Slayer....."he warned.

Buffy ignored him. "Cordelia made me buy a shirt that wasn't black, whine whine....AH! Spike!"

He moved to her picked her up, screaming and kicking. He smiled, "You never know when to stop Slayer." He took her outside and dropped her into the swimming pool. He started to laugh. "Now this. This is what I call amusing."

She pulled herself out of the water. "You bastard. It's freezing."

Willow stood in the doorway laughing at them both. She exchanged a look with Angel. He smiled. They both moved behind Spike. Willow pushed and he fell into the pool. Buffy sat back and laughed as he came up.

"Not so funny now is it?" She asked as Willow and Angel helped her up.

"Buff, I think you need to lay off the chocolate."

"Watch it deadgirl."

"Watcha gonna do slayer? Sit on me?" Willow asked, smirking.

"No....but I can tickle you." Buffy said, knocking her friend on the ground.

"Buffy! Get off of me." Willow said, laughing.

Spike got out of the pool and watched the girls wrestling. He looked at his sire who watching with an amused look on his face. He said, "They say we men are immature?"

"Go figure."

* * * * *

"They didn't. You know they didn't."

"Well, I think they did. I mean, they bonded. That is a big deal."

"Both of you are wrong," Spike said, shaking his head at Buffy and Angel. "Some did, some didn't."

"Spike's right. The nerd and the basket case are probably chummy. The prom queen and the jock were always friendly. The psycho was probably expelled and never heard from again."

"NO!" Buffy insisted. "They had to be friends. It would ruin the entire movie if they never spoke again. I mean, they all shared such private parts of their lives."

"What-ever. They were bored. They killed time. They would not have ever spoken of it again. I mean, some of the stuff they talked about? Puh-leez. I bet the little bitch and the stud never even spoke again."

"Uh...guys?" Xander said, rolling his eyes at Cordelia, who was trying not to laugh. "It was just a movie. I think you are all taking it a bit too seriously."

"Just a movie? Xander! It is a classic. The Breakfast Club will be watched when we are dead and this question will still be asked!" Willow said, her eyes amused.

"Ha...you mean when I'm dead. Remember? Eternal creature of the night? Well....and the day...anyway, deadgirl, you'll be able to argue with them in fifty years then." Xander said, smiling.

"Oh...I forgot." Willow said, sitting back against Spike. He rubbed her arm as Buffy and Angel continued to argue.

"Maybe we should try the next movie. Less chance for an argument." Cordy suggested. She reached over and put it on.

"Discussion, cheerleader. Simply a discussion" Spike said, winking at the girl. She smiled and just shook her head. She really didn't understand them sometimes.

* * * * *

ALMOST 2 Hours Later

The strains of If You Leave fill the air. Willow smiles. "That is such a good song."

"Whatever." Xander said, reaching for the chips. "She chose the wrong guy. I mean, the Duckster kicked ass."

"Xander, you're a moron. Blaine was cute and rich." Cordelia said, arguing with her fiance.

Willow and the others listened to them bicker. "Well, I think she should have told them both to go to hell. I mean, she didn't need either of them." Willow said, suddenly smiling. "OR....she could have had them both.....I'd sure recommend it."

Buffy, Xander and Cordelia groaned, "UGH.....bad visual place. Let's go Cor."

"Bye Wills...Boys" Cordelia said as she and Xander left.

Buffy got up sighing. "I'd better go. It will take me forever to waddle home."

"Stay here" Spike offered.

Buffy, Willow and Angel looked at him in surprise. Willow started to smile.

"What? Can't I be a nice guy? Geez...I thought it might be easier. We have the room....Its late and I don't feel like walking her home." he mumbled.

Willow kissed him suddenly. "That is so sweet. Buffy, you will stay over won't you?"

Buffy smiled. "Yes. It will be like a slumber party. We can stay up all night giggling and talk about....boys" She whispered the last word, her eyes lit with amusement.

"What did you do?" Angel asked as Buffy and Willow headed to the kitchen, their laughter trailing behind.

"I dunno." Spike said, wondering the same thing. "Thought it might make Willow happy. She was telling me that she hadn't been able to spend any time with the slayer lately...."

Angel suddenly laughed. "Man...you've gone soft. I love it. Come on, Poof, let's go to bed and leave them to their 'girl talk'."

Spike shot a glare at his sire. "I'm not soft....bloody bastard..." he mumbled as he went to the kitchen. He kissed Willow thoroughly, running his hands over her flesh. "Night Pet" he said, claiming her lips once more before going upstairs.

Angel went to her and kissed her gently, letting his tongue linger in her mouth. He pulled back and winked at her. "See you later, lover." Then, he too, went upstairs.

Buffy fanned herself. "Wow...Willow. Sure you don't need to run upstairs?"

Willow turned and smiled. "No. They'll wait. Now, let's chat."

* * * * *

Buffy smiled at Willow. This was the first girls night they had had in a long time. Sure, they had gone to New Orleans, but they hadn't really just stayed up and talked about unimportant stuff. She still couldn't believe that Spike had asked her to stay. Willow was a good influence on this vampire.

Willow dipped her spoon into the ice cream. She wondered what mischief Spike and Angel were getting up to. Oh well, tonight they could do without her. She was exhausted anyway.

"So, Buffy. How is Luc?"

Buffy blushed. "He's good. He's been so great these last few months. I have really leaned on him a lot. He hasn't even tried anything either. Probably because I look like a whale."

"You glow. Besides, I wouldn't say whale. I was thinking maybe a sumo wrestler."

"Ha ha...very funny. You can say that. You'll never go through this." Buffy paused as she saw her friend's face fall. Tears formed in the corner of her eyes.

"I know" Willow whispered.

"Oh Wills....Here, let me remove my foot from my mouth...Are you ok?"

"I'm fine. You know, I've never really wanted kids. But, now that I can never have them, I feel like I'm losing out on something. I don't know. It just hits me sometimes when I see you so happy and pregnant. I'll never have that."

Buffy took Willow's hand. "I know what you mean. I look at you and Spike and even Angel and feel the same envy. They love you so much. You can be with them forever. I'll never have someone that I feel that connected to...that I love so completely."

"Buffy...you're only 20. You have a long life ahead to find someone. Hell, I found two." Willow said, smiling.

"You always were an overachiever. Seriously, I know that Tyler was the one. I'm not unhappy about it. I would have rather had the few months with him than a lifetime with someone I didn't truly love. Besides, he gave me Rose. That was worth it. I just see you three and feel such jealousy!" She said, laughing softly.

"I guess we always want what we can never have. Its nature. Oh Goddess...this is turning into a weepy night. My ice cream is melting."

"Mine too. Let's think of something happier to talk about."

"OK....what?" Willow asked, licking at her ice cream.

Buffy smiled evilly. "Girl talk. Tell me, Wills, whose better in bed, Spike or Angel?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows.

* * * * *

"BUFFY! Geez...." Willow got her ice cream and headed back to the living room. She sat on the sofa and pulled her legs up behind her. A CD of cheesy 80s songs was playing. They had been having a flashback night. 80s movies, 80s music. It had been fun. It was the first time that Xander and Cordelia had been over since Willow had died.

"Answer the question. How difficult is it? C'mon. I have to live vicariously through you my friend." Buffy said, rubbing her fast growing tummy.

"It is very difficult!" Willow insisted. "I can't decide something like that. I mean, they are both great. Phenomenal. They make me forget who I am when they touch me...I become this insatiable, begging thing."

"Wow." Buffy said, eating her ice cream, her eyes wide. "How can you do it? I mean, sure every girl at one time or another has thought, Wouldn't it be neat to have two guys at once. But no one hardly does. Its just a fantasy. Don't you get tired?"

"Exhausted. I am so glad that they enjoy each other too or else I'd die."

Buffy smiled slowly. "What's it like? Seeing them together? I mean...I've never seen two guys..."

"You've seen two girls?" Willow asked.

Buffy started to blush. Willow noticed. "C'mon Buff. You're keeping a secret. What is it? Tell Willow. You know you're dieing to."

"God....you have to promise not to say a word. The only reason I'm telling you this is because I know you will take it to your grave....Well, you know what I mean. I'd die if anyone found out...."

"What? I am dieing here. You have to tell."

"You owe me, big time." Buffy said. Willow nodded. Buffy sighed. She couldn't believe she was about to tell Willow this. It was her only secret from her friend. She had felt awful keeping it, but it had been too weird. "IhadsexwithFaithseveraltimesbeforeshewentbad" Buffy said, turning away from her friend.

Willow blinked in surprise. She had wondered about those two, but never thought Buffy would ever admit it. She heard a noise and groaned. They were listening. She'd have to think of someway to keep them quiet. She looked back at Buffy. She was really embarrassed by this. Poor thing.

On the stairs, Spike turned to Angel wide eyed. "Did she just say that she and that nutty slayer used to shag?"

Angel smiled wickedly. "Yep. And its a secret. So shhhh.."

* * * * *

"You think I'm a freak don't you?"

"Of course not."

"I like men. It was mostly a slayer thing I think. It only happened a few times...then, she went all evil psycho and it stopped. I was surprised that she never told anyone. I thought she might. Willow....talk to me." Buffy looked at her friend, her eyes pleading.

Willow smiled. "I was just feeling a bit left out. Hell, Faith did you and Xander! I wonder why she didn't want me..."

Buffy started to giggle. "You're impossible. I don't know. Maybe she thought you wouldn't go for it. Oh lord, I am not discussing why Faith didn't try to get in your pants. Do you think I'm a freak?"

Willow laughed. "Fuck no. You're asking the girl who has been sleeping with two men for how long this question? I don't think I'm a good moral judge on freakiness."

"Yeah....but at least their men."

"How was it?" Willow asked.

"It was great...just sex though. There was never anything more. She knew exactly how to touch me...where to touch me...I never came as many times as I did with her....But with Tyler, I was in love. The sex was great, but he just never got my likes down. I dunno. With Faith, it was instinct. Now, spill. What is it like watching them...being with them?"

Willow heard a noise again on the stairs. Those bastards were still listening. She slowly smiled. "Well, Buffy. Its hard to explain...You really would have to watch to understand."

"Huh?"

"Would you like to watch them together?"

"Over my damn body." Spike said from the stairs. He and Angel walked down. Buffy looked horrified. How long had they been there.

"So, Slayer....been 'diving' lately?" Spike asked, moving to Willow.

"You Fuck." Buffy said.

Willow looked at him. "Spike...why can't Buffy watch you? I want to share something private with her. She has told me something that no one has ever known."

"Pet, I am not fucking you or Angelus for an audience."

"Scared she'll think I'm better?" Angel said, taunting.

"I don't want you to fuck her. I just want her to watch...."

"No. N - O. I do not perform on cue."

Willow looked at Buffy. Her friend was still blushing. She knew that Spike would waste no time teasing her about her adventures with Faith. If she saw Spike making love, and he knew she had seen him when he was most vulnerable, it would be a trade of secrets. He'd never tell a soul. Willow knew this. The damn stubborn vampire wouldn't cooperate though. She looked at Angel and saw that he was willing. He was always willing for anything. She motioned for him to take Buffy upstairs. He smiled when he rad what was in her eyes.

"Buffy...why don't you go on upstairs. Don't worry...It will all work out. Angel, would you help her?"

She looked at Spike. She'd just have to seduce him. She pulled Spike in for a possessive kiss, her mouth claiming his.

* * * * *

Buffy followed Angel upstairs. She was still upset that they men had listened to her talking about Faith. She started to walk to the guest room, when she felt Angel's hand on her arm. Startled, she looked in his amused eyes.

"In here....but be quiet."

"Angel. this is Willow's room."

"Buffy, do you really think Willow is going to let Spike off the hook? He knows your little secret. He'll tell everyone about it, even if it is unintentional. Willow and I know him. Trust us. Willow wants you to watch us make love. She always gets what she wants." he said, smiling as he began lighting candles around the bed and the room.

"But....I don't want to watch."

"Yes, you do. I can hear your heart pounding at the idea. I'm sure Willow could too. I have no problems with it, just for the record. I doubt there is a side of me that you haven't seen. It will stay between us anyway. No one will ever know. As I said, this is probably the one way to stop Spike from mouthing off."

"If you're sure. I just don't understand what me seeing him doing that is going to do."

Angel smiled, "Just wait. It will all make sense. Just remember, Willow is having to seduce him into this. He most likely won't know you're here until after. I'm sure that is her plan. That's why she asked me to bring you up here."

"I don't remember hearing all that. I heard her say Angel will walk you up."

"I saw it in her eyes. Their coming up. Now, sit in that chair over by the balcony. The drapes are dark enough to conceal you from his view. The candles will be the only light. Buffy, relax. Just sit back and imagine you're watching a sleazy cable movie. Maybe that will make it easier."

"A sleazy movie starring my ex-lover, my best friend and her lover, one of my enemies. Yep, sounds like a bad movie."

"Quit the whining slayer. You know you're dieing to see me and him together. I still remember Truth or Dare." he said, sitting on the bed. He removed his shirt and tossed it on the chair.

"Oh...that." Buffy said feeling her face turn red. She kept her eyes off of his naked chest. It was surprising, but she felt nothing except the usual tingle at seeing an attractive man. She was over Angel. She felt relieved that what she had been telling herself for so long was true. They were much better friends than they were a couple. A lot less issues between them.

"Buffy. The chair. Tonight is Red's turn to choose. So, just sit back and enjoy." He winked at her.

She heard noises in the hall and rushed to the chair. She didn't understand this, but her desire to see the handsome men together outweighed her objections. Besides, if it meant Spike could never tell her secret, she was all for it. She waited in silence as the door opened.

* * * * *

Willow and Spike came into the room. He kept his mouth on hers, pushing her to the bed. He saw the candles and Angel. He sniffed and smelled the slayer. He knew Willow wouldn't give up her idea. Personally, he didn't give a flying fuck who saw him with Willow, but he would never willingly allow the slayer to watch. He figured that Willow would figure out a way to get her way...she always did. He decided that it was his duty to show the slayer just what she'd never have. He smiled against Willow's mouth. They wanted a performance? Well, he'd win the bloody damn oscar.

Willow fell back on the bed, pulling Spike with her. She caught Angel's eye and he winked at her. She felt Spike move his mouth down her throat. She moaned as he nibbled on her throat. He looked up suddenly and smiled at her, his eyes knowing. She faltered a bit. What did he know? She felt his mouth lick at her straining nipple, wetting her bra. She smiled back. She should have known better than to try to trick him. He knew her too well. At least it seemed that he was going to play along with it. She felt a shiver go through her. Buffy was in the shadows somewhere watching this...She felt his teeth on the material of her bra. She realized what he was doing. The bastard was playing....oh well, there could be worse punishments. She had tried to trick him after all.

Angel moved behind Spike, removing his childe's shirt. He was trying to forget that Buffy was watching. It was rather strange to have his ex-lover watch him make love to his new lovers. It was also very exciting. He ran his mouth over Spike's back. It seemed that Spike was in no hurry this evening. Willow was still clothed. Well, Angel was the king of slowness. He sunk his teeth into Spike's shoulder, drawing a thin line of blood. He lapped at it, moving his hands down to caress Willow's body.

Buffy watched wide eyed. It was like a movie. From her chair, she had a perfect angle to see the bed. She wondered why she was aroused. She must be a freak. She thought about getting up and sneaking out. She didn't think she could do this. She suddenly realized that she would be watching Willow make love with them. She had thought it would just be Angel and Spike. She caught a glimpse f Willow's black bra as Spike shifted. She settled back in the chair. It would be the only chance she would ever have to see her friend like this, eyes wide with arousal, face flushed with passion....Buffy felt a bolt of desire shoot through her. She couldn't turn away.

* * * * *

Spike finally removed Willow's bra. His mouth claimer her breast when it came into view. He felt her pushing herself against him. She was ready. He trailed kisses down her stomach.

"Lift up" he whispered. He removed her jeans and panties, throwing them on the floor. He watched as Angel moved to the head of the bed. He slowly pulled his pants off, freeing his cock. He kissed Willow, his hand kneading her breast.

Spike inhaled her scent. He ran his finger over her, not surprised to find her soaking. He had guesses where the slayer was hidden. He grabbed Willow and shifted her. Now, he knew the slayer had a perfect view. For some reason, he wanted to share this. He knew he should be worried. The damn girl had admitted to having sex with women. He knew she cared about Willow....alot. But, he knew that Willow was not interested in that. She might be curious, but he knew that it would never go beyond that. With that knowledge, he wanted the slayer to enjoy this. She would never have another chance to see Willow like this. He didn't know what he would do if he had to live knowing he'd never taste her...smell her...love her...he hated feeling pity for the slayer, yet lately, he had several times. Well, he'd give her a good show.

Willow felt Spike's tongue on her and moaned. She reached for Angel. He smiled and brought his cock to her mouth. She opened wide for him, taking him in slowly. She almost jumped off the bed when she finally felt Spike's finger enter her. She came grinding herself against his face. She settled back down, only to feel the heat continue building as he resumed licking, sucking and thrusting. She felt Angel tighten and pull out of her mouth. She knew he was waiting until he was deep inside Spike.

Spike felt Angel unzipping his jeans. He moved, allowing his sire to pull them off. He moved into the bed as he felt a cold tongue on his anus. Angel was getting him ready. He stood and pulled Willow closer to him. She was rubbing her breasts, shaking from the two orgasms he had brought her through. He entered her deeply, needing to claim her in front of her friend.

Angel entered Spike slowly. He was startled when Spike pushed back, taking him deeper. Smiling, he moved his hand to Spike's head, pulling it back. His mouth claimed his childe's. He started to thrust deeply, picking up his pace as Spike did. Willow came for the third time, screaming Spike's name. She felt Spike bite into her flesh as he flooded her with his release. She watched as Angel bit Spike on the shoulder as he too came. She closed her eyes as she felt Angel move to lay beside her. His arm went around her waist. She felt Spike nuzzling her stomach and groaned. Didn't he ever get tired?

Buffy came with a whimper. She had tried to be quiet. It had been too much for her. Watching Angel take Spike....Spike's complete submissiveness to his sire...seeing him bring Willow through three orgasms....hearing Willow moan and whimper....calling out her lover's name...She brought her wet hand up to her mouth, her eyes on Willow. She slowly licked her fingers, wishing it were not her release she was tasting. Knowing that this was as close as she'd ever get. The smell of sex filled the room. She felt herself blushing, wondering if they had heard her....if they even remembered she was there.....

Spike waited until Willow was asleep before getting up. He walked to the slayer, smelling her arousal and release.

He regarded her flushed face, her dazed eyes. "Let me help you to your room." he said quietly, taking her arm.

Buffy looked at him in surprise. She hadn't realized that he knew was watching. She was very embarrassed. She saw the look in his eyes and wondered at it. It seemed to be of acceptance and knowledge and....pity. She smiled shyly at him and took his arm. He always seemed to surprise her. She was very happy that Willow had found him. She would never have thought she'd say it, but Spike was a decent person, for a demon. She took one last look at Willow and Angel, both sleeping. Well, tonight had definitely been eye opening. She felt like she had shared something with them. It was a nice feeling. Willow had been right, as usual.

* * * * *

Buffy leaned over and claimed the mouth in front of her. "Thank you." she whispered huskily.

Willow smiled and stretched. "That was Wow."

Buffy smiled. "Much better than Faith...it was love not sex."

Willow frowned. "I do love you Buffy, but this wouldn't work."

"I know. You love Spike and Angel more. I accept that. I loved Tyler more. My feelings for you are more than just this lust. I am honestly happy just having you as my best friend. I never thought we'd ever do this."

Willow smiled. "It never crossed my mind until you started talking about Faith. Then, I couldn't get it to go away."

"I know. I am so glad that we did. I think that it will be much easier for me knowing that you felt similar thoughts. I don't feel so weird. It will probably bring us close together. Thank you again."

"Buffy...I was a willing participant. Hell, I'm the one who made the move. You don't need to thank me. I enjoyed it very much. I really need you to forget about this though.....I love Spike and Angel. There is no way that this could ever happen. Please...for your sake, get on with your life."

Buffy kissed Willow again. She felt herself growing wet. "Tomorrow....I promise. One more time...then I'll forget."

Buffy ran her hand alongside Willow's breast, cupping it fully. She flicked her thumb back and forth across her nipple. Willow moaned Buffy's name as she felt desire shoot through her. Buffy's fingers found her swollen clit. Her fingers rubbed in circles, not letting up for a moment. She positioned herself slightly to the side, one leg thrown across Willow's legs while her soft pussy was pressed against the edge of her thighs. Her hips began to rock back and forth, causing friction against her own clit as her pussy rubbed up and down WIllow's leg. Buffy's mouth claimed Willow's. They moaned into each other's mouths. Buffy's patient and practiced fingers are flooded with Willow's juices as they take her over the edge and into a whirlwind of sensation and ecstasy. Buffy was right behind her, as the final graze of across Willow's legs sets off her own series of shudders and spasms, her muscles contracting as they squeezed and pulled against Willow's ravaged thigh.

Buffy looked into her friend's eyes. She sat up and kissed her again before turning to face the blond vampire. "Thank you Spike."

He stood and moved to Willow. In seconds, he had impaled himself deep inside her. Buffy felt Willow's hand on her. Smiling at her friend's look of utter contentment, she went and kneeled, lowering her wetness down to Willow's questing tongue.....

Buffy sat up in bed and tried to catch her breath. She was so wet. Another dream. Just like the others. Only, in this one, she had been told by her dream Willow to move on. She knew she had her friendship and that her friend loved her. She just would never love her in the exact same way. She laid back down and smiled. It had been something that she had needed to realize. If she continued with this, she might not just lose Willow but Angel and Spike as well. She ran her hand down her body and ran a finger over her wet lips. She closed her eyes and Tyler's face came to mind. She had to move on.